So I’ve been a really, really, good girl this cycle. I’m not supposed to test until Thursday…but I couldn’t hold out anymore! I took a Clearblue Easy digital a couple days ago, it said “Not Pregnant”–yay! The trigger left earlier this time! So of course I’ve now moved on to First Response, which are a lot more sensitive. I had a very very very faint line last night, but now I wonder if it’s still my trigger since these tests are way more sensitive than CBE. I don’t know! Damn myself for starting these tests before my intended day!! This morning I took another FRER and it was still faint, but darker than last night. Is it darker because my pee was more concentrated, or is it darker because I’ve got a little bambino burrowed away? Only a couple days will tell…dang! Patience is a virtue I don’t possess.
Onward to my list…something I love about myself. I’m going to be brutally honest here…when am I not?! There is not a lot I love about myself. I have drastically low self-esteem. Things that are beat into a person for years tend to stick around.
I am tenacious. When I go after something, I go with guns blazing, full throttle. I love that about me. I don’t half-ass things. If I’m going to do something, I do it right.
So there, I did it. One thing I love about myself. Mission completed.
