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About sweetmamaj

I'm a busy working mama to one fabulous, divine, one-of-a-kind daughter, Miss Drama Queen. Her hell-on-wheels sister joined us in 2013. I've been married to my husband, Big Daddy J, for many many years. We're navigating this life with white-knuckles, balls of steel, and heart-stopping moments. If you don't like what I write or if it offends you, then don't read it. It's that simple.

Baby in a Box

I haven’t written in a long, long time.  Even now I am writing I think more for recording these days than for therapy, which is ok too.  I don’t have anything witty to say and can’t guarantee that I will.  … Continue reading

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Angel Baby…

I can’t take credit for this, but I loved it so much I had to post it.  Daddy, please don’t look so sad, Mama, please don’t cry. I am in the arms of Jesus And He sings me lullabies.   … Continue reading

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Defeated, Again.

This is the look of defeat.  Of absolute misery and pissed-offedness.  Yes, I made up a word.  I’m an intellectual genius. Red nose, inflamed from non-stop crying?  Check. Dark circles under eyes from sleeplessness?  Double check. Raw lips from constantly … Continue reading

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Fingers Crossed, Legs Not!

  This cycle is it.  Best cycle ever–I had 5 follies—5!!!  My lining was perfect, Big Daddy’s counts were fabulous…I just feel it.  This is it!!  We got the “extremely high chance for multiples” speech and you know what?  That’s … Continue reading

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Waiting sucks. Just plain sucks.

So I’ve been a really, really, good girl this cycle.  I’m not supposed to test until Thursday…but I couldn’t hold out anymore!  I took a Clearblue Easy digital a couple days ago, it said “Not Pregnant”–yay!  The trigger left earlier this … Continue reading

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Say What?

So last Saturday’s ultrasound sucked.  I wasn’t ready, although I had four follicles, none of them were big enough.  Rescheduled for a repeat ultrasound 3 days later and I had two!  19.5 mm and 21 mm, one on each side–WOOHOO!!!  … Continue reading

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The Best Laid Plans…

That title could insinuate so many things… We have a plan, a family plan. One that will somewhat suck, but will be better for us in the end. Big Daddy will be going to school from August – December, taking … Continue reading

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